when we go to school....

then we go to school...
            was about 4 to 5 km away..
                    but my mother used to take me on foot..
                    but it was very much like going to school taxi with friends..because we had no money..
my mom and dad used to suffer a lot..
            then,
                  at the school all chilfdren had desgined pencil,rubber and water bottle,and i had a simple pen,pencil and rubber,
  this thing was verry small but the mind was of a small child.
                          when desire to bring something to another, another did not come before it was over..
that may be  a pencil or a pen or shoe and whatever, one did not come  before the other finished.
it was a childhood day when nothing was understood and much stubornness.....

                              I  think maximum  indian  middle class children have feel this situation in childhood.....

some memories of childhood...

we were middle class people ,  neither   we want any thing more or we wanted less.nothing was understandable in child hood... some times we felt that we could not do everything like other children.. beacuse those people had a lot of money and could do anything.but we just had to fulfill the need.
        we came to know this at very young age...

                 

some memories of childhood...
                                 every one remembers commenting...

   Two types of shoes were found in childhood,for the children,
   one used to have cute sound when walking with shoes. and the other was simple.
         the one who did the  o sound sound  the second child .and simple one was mine....
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       Then we used to go and tell my father that " we needed that loud shoe" and wept.do you know what my father used to say...?
                           he used to say,  "first let this shoe go bad,let it break and then bring another."..
                           Or mom used to say "that the shoe with the loudest sound will not last long, 
                            this shoe of yours is good more than the  loudest shoe.."
        Then growing up from childhood.it came at such a time where we felt like being like other  children.....
       

 

then in childhood other children used to ride a small bicycle,then i used to say my father that i want bicycle like that, and then he used to refuse. by then i  had  understood that  i  could not be like 

them.like other children...

 Then whatever we wanted to  take, we should stop speaking to my father. beacuse it was known  that we will not get any more.       


Some time  money is not understood.  and used to think that,  the mother and father of those children are good and bring them all...

It was childhood that we are middle class people but the meaning of the "middle-class" word  was not known.....

     " happy child hood"